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Mood:
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Listening to: Addicted - Enrique Iglesias
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Reading: Fool Moon by Jim Butcher
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Watching: Nothing
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Playing: Nothing
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Eating: Nothing
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Drinking: Nothing
How do I start this...?
Well, since the persons this is directed to (or more like person because for all I know, I only offended one person) are not online, I'm writing this on DA. That, and I'm pretty sure they won't actually read what I have to say if I submitted it in any other way. :/
I overreacted. Obviously. It's been about a month that I've been feeling like I want to take my own life, mostly spawned from different events...yadda yadda... excuses, excuses. It's just that for me, these feelings last a long time. It has also been a month since I took my antis on a regular basis. Which I started up recently. I could have worded that journal a helluva lot better, but I was just expressing my feelings. That was the whole purpose of it. Not to make anyone "sound like a bitch" or anything like that. I'm sorry I made you (both of you, I'm guessing) feel bad. That was just how I felt at the moment. It was a mixture of lasting depression and anxiety. Now, I'm sorry if this makes me difficult to handle. I get it. But I'd appreciate it (and I know this is a huge thing to ask) if you'd just talk to me about it instead of just telling me that I 'don't know anything'.
So yeah. I'm apologizing. That's it. So you can either accept it or not, its up to you. Either way, I'll be online all night.
Have a good one!